"Vishvas"

bhagwan hain ye to pahle bhi vishwas tha mujhe...lekin shradha kya hoti hai nahi malum tha...har koi dukhi hai...pareshan hai...kisi na kisi wajah se...
hum zindgi bhar kisi na kisi cheez ke liye rote rahte hain...humari pyaari cheezin hum se chin jati hain...isliye...hum jo sochte hain vaisa nahi hota..isliye...ya bhot saare karan se...
sabki zindgi mai ek samte aata hai jab cheezein humare control mai nahi rahti....aur hum apne aap bhagwan ka naam lene lagte hain...aur tabhi bhagwan ke siva kisi pe bharosa nahi hota..actually,unke siva koi aur ho bhi nahi sakta..u cannot trust anybody...bhagwaan ke siva koi saath nahi rahta humesha...kabhi kabhi jab hum bhagwaan se kuch maangte hain aur vo poora nahi hota to humara vishvas kam ho jata hai unpe...aur dheere dheere hum bhagwaan se dur hote jate hain...aur ek samay aisa aata hai jab hume bhool jate hain ki hum kiske bache hain...hume khud pe itna bharosa ho jata hai ki hume ais a lagta hai ki hume zindgi bhar kisi ki zarurat nahi...
lekin mujhe lagta hai ki aise hi samay bhagwaan humse humaari koi pyaari cheez cheen lete hain...taki hum unka dhyaan karen...so that we can come close to GOD...
bhagwaan hume dukhi nahi karna chahte..lekin humara dhyaan apni taraf modne ke liye unhe kabhi kabhi aisa karna padta hai....
mujhe ab itne saalon ke baad aisa mahsus hua hai ki now m close to GOD.....
n this feeling is treasurable. for ever...Without this treasure i cannot focus on my responsibilities for a day also...I am close to GOD...I trust HIM...